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I’m not feeling right today.. I’m a little off my game and hopefully this loud dose of music will set me right.  I’m trying to use this anxious energy to get some work done.. and after 20 minutes spent on a stupid problem, I realize my own stupidity is to blame… but that’s allright it is to be expected… if I hadn’t gone running around asking for help and spent a few minutes sitting here and thinking about it, I probably could’ve resolved the problem without looking so stupid.. but as it is.. oh well..

Well, the tickets are booked for Chicago.  I’m looking forward to this trip.. I just need to get out of town for a while.. who knows.. maybe i’ll like it so much i decide to move there.. or vancouver.. i like the cold.. I can deal with the cold better than I can deal with the heat.. but that’s probably due to the holiday weight I’m holding..

I guess I’ll get over this soon.. given enough time.. you get over everything.. i’ll put my headphones back on.. and sit here.. staring at code.. and breathing in…. and out… one breathe at a time..