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The weekend is over.. i’ve been incredibly bored this last weekend.. with class over and nothing to do out here I’ve been sitting in my hotel room watching bad movies and tons of documentaries… A lack of a car has prevented me from doing a lot of things.. and in some ways I guess that’s why I miss LA so much.. being able, if i wanted to, get in my car and just drive anywhere I wanted is a good feeling.. I could’ve walked around, but bad weather prevented much of that from happening… so aside from walking to the restaurant in the hotel next to mine, i’ve been resigned to sitting in my hotel room…

Class starts up again tomorrow, so at least for that I am thankful. It’ll give me something to do and won’t make me feel bored.. or even the need to be withdrawn and what not.. Curses for the rain.. and curses for not bringing a camera with me.. but that’s ok.. there wasn’t much to see anyways…

I look forward to getting back… at least it’ll be warmer, although I did spend a bit of today looking for ways to wear a scarf.. who knew there were so many different ways.. I’ve picked a couple out and hopefully i’ll look all snazzy wearing one.. although I don’t know a good reason to wear a scarf in LA, even with the cold weather (it’s not that cold), except for looks.. but that’s the reason why I drive my car isn’t it.. it’s about how people see me.. how i’m presented to the world.. bah.. lies!…

I’m also feeling bummed that Joshua is dead (joshua is my computer in case you don’t know). With him being down and me being so far away makes me feel as if I’ve lost one of the major connections I had to my life back in Cali. I know it’s stupid, but at the same time it’s hard not being able to connect to him and do whatever it was i needed to do to manage my life while I was gone.

But I’ll be back soon.. a week left and I’ll be on a plane racing back to LA. I’ll see my family, my friends.. and eventually my co-workers.. I look forward to fixing Joshua and playing with Stoner.. I’m going to eat all the chocolate my sister WILL bring back from belgium… and i’ll finally be able to sleep in a comfortable bed once again..