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Here i come baby..

I’m not feeling right today.. I’m a little off my game and hopefully this loud dose of music will set me right.  I’m trying to use this anxious energy to get some work done.. and after 20 minutes spent on a stupid problem, I realize my own stupidity is to blame… but that’s allright it is to be expected… if I hadn’t gone running around asking for help and spent a few minutes sitting here and thinking about it, I probably could’ve resolved the problem without looking so stupid.. but as it is.. oh well..

Well, the tickets are booked for Chicago.  I’m looking forward to this trip.. I just need to get out of town for a while.. who knows.. maybe i’ll like it so much i decide to move there.. or vancouver.. i like the cold.. I can deal with the cold better than I can deal with the heat.. but that’s probably due to the holiday weight I’m holding..

I guess I’ll get over this soon.. given enough time.. you get over everything.. i’ll put my headphones back on.. and sit here.. staring at code.. and breathing in…. and out… one breathe at a time..

I have been with verizon for a very long time now.. I love their service.. for the most part, I can pick up my phone and make a call no matter where I am.. but.. their phones suck ass!!.. and i mean suck ass.. i’ve been using a xv6700 for the last two years or so now and it’s time to upgrade, especially since I broke my phone and it is now a pain in the ass to charge my battery.. when I charge my battery i am disconnected for at least a couple of hours..

Now I have been waiting patiently for the new pda phones to come out.. specifically the 6800 version of my phone.. i’ve watched as other companies (sprint) and other people have gotten this phone while i’m stuck here with my broken phone.. and i know that if my phone does come out verizon will cripple the stupid thing so I can’t do what the phone was meant to do.. because verizon wants me to use their services and pay extra for it.. whereas sprint just let’s you do what you want to do with the phone.. knowing me i’ll spend a couple of days cleaning everything out just to have the stupid thing useable.. i wish google would come out with their service already so i could switch to them..

Why then do I stick with verizon over let’s say sprint or ATT ( the new cingular)… quality.. ATT uses the sucky EDGE network for it’s network so I wouldn’t be able to pull down anything like the EVDO service from Sprint or verizon, but Sprint call quality just sucks… So i guess i’m stuck verizon for now.. waiting patiently for a phone that will never arrive..

I’ve decided that i’m going to try and make all of this goodness work. I’m going to eventually try customizing both this site – nulledge.net – and my gallery.. i don’t know why, i just think it would be fun.. so far, i’ve got it integrated into facebook so all my facebookers can see this blog.. but I think i’m also going to try to get it running on the other social networking site i’m a member of.. who knows.. maybe it’s just a waste of time..

Yeah yeah.. it looks like crap.. but give me a break.. i’m testing!